i'm a hap hap happy soul today

i'm a happy camper

i'm giving myself a break from stress/life  - thanks to my lover man. I am beginning to feel a bit more free & my mind is finally taking a break from itself. I've cut down hours at work - and i can already feel the relief.

time. time time time. i need time to be. i need time to think. who am i? still learning. getting there, though.

I've decided phil, from modern family, summed it up rather well when he said "Life: your parents fake their way through it. You fake your way through it. And hopefully you don't raise a serial killer."

that's life my friends

perhaps i'm in the process of faking my way through it. it would be impossible without the love and support of my family, my work family, and last (but sure as hell not least) my furry men that take such good care of me.

i'm enjoying life right now - its fabulous.

THE REASONING

my family

i could not have asked for anything better

i love each and every one of these guys

even if i don't express it as much as i would like

[they are my world]

my jacob

there isn't much to say

other than he is the love of my life

i would do anything to make him smile

he does the same

we're perfect together 

and we both know we always will be

i love him so much

my furry koda man

as many know, we've been having k-9 stress

i'm so grateful that i can hold on to my baby

he's the first [almost] child (if you will) i've had

i don't know what i would do without his fuzzy face

or the way he nibbles on my fingers

he needs me, but i probably need him more.

thanks my boy

my baby kitties

again, too much to say

we've had them since day one

and as much as they couldn't care less about us,

i love them with every fiber of my being

i need my ellie girl for cuddles

damn, does she give the best cuddles ever

my work family

i don't know what i would do without them

they stand by me through thick & thin

i love each one of them

they do their best to deal with me

you've gotta give them credit for that

I love my pals

chrissy is one of my favorite females ever

i miss her, but we still play

i miss all my friends

but i've been doing a much better job at making plans

and sticking to them

(that's the hardest part)

my new tattoo

this is just a very simple sketch 

i took to my new favorite tat artist

he's turned it into perfection

its about half done

but, something i've been planning for some time

it feels good to finally add a bit more ink

thanks jesse

holy shit i'm going to london again

in march

i have a trip planned to meet my long-lost pen pal in london

i'm escaping there for many-a-days

i love london

london is me

if i could be it - i would

my man is taking me to new york

i've never been there and i'm almost shitting my pants

i can't even wait

new york has been on my list for a while

...not for much longer...

to sum it up: life is splendid at the time being